Hello beautiful people. Yesterday's post is a little late but only because I wanted to take my time with this one. I created this video during one of those nights I'm at my lowest. No plans, no storyboard, no script. I just started filming things and in doing so, I got the escape that I wanted. For a moment it was just me and my art, the rest of the world irrelevant.
this is me. in my most vulnerable. in my naked honesty.
this is me. in my most vulnerable. in my naked honesty.
This video will be a reminder that i can always turn the darkness into something.. beautiful, if you will. I will go back to it and be reminded to be more gentle with myself. Have more patience. And to stop comparing. This is my way of accepting my own shortcomings. A promise to always go the extra mile and do better.
Funny because when I woke up yesterday, I was thinking whether I should post this video or not. How could I post something negative when I was all sunshine? Little did I know, the same feelings would creep up later that day. I think it helped that i still wasnt happy with my rough cut yesterday. I had to edit it from scratch and listen to my own words again and again, the same words I needed at the moment. I even had to record some things again, hence the difference in voice quality. Messy is okay. It's ironic how it's my way of confrontation but at the same time, it felt like I was reconciling with myself.
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